28/07/09 Tuesday,Sick!!!

owwww....tuesday...was so0o0o tired...couldnt zzz well again...wake up early ,coz of my dream...i dream bot my bf....he dont want me anymore!!im so0o0o sad,i cry n cry n cry in my dream...i scold him,and tat WolF!!!!shit!!reali angry in my dream...seems so0o0o real!!and when i wake up,i quickly rin my bf and tell him bot it..but he act damn...cooollll...was so0o0o dissapointed la..i hope he can say smthg to cool m down such as...no such thg,dont worry...or i love u..dnt think to0o0o much!!but...nothing!!then,i cry,....but....ok in a short while then get up...n get ready to work...n guess what,i had lunch wif my fren...at mcd...n im quite envy bot her..she get a better n better job now...n the salary is ok...i like it...sometimes i feel quite jealous bot it la,reali...coz i feel that im so0o0o useless...n duno this,duno that,and it makes me damn...lousy!!cant get a beeter job ,smtimes,i think...how??i don wana be like tiz...i wana change my life,,,to a better life... no 1 will feel satisfied wif what we hav now...never,we will onli feel that,is not enough!!Right?
i goto keep tough...n be cool...to make sure that everythg's go rightz!!plz..i beg u God...do help me!!thanx.....

26/07/09 Sunday~~

today is sunday....and was a.....meaningful day??not reali...was doin nothing...n wasting my precious weekend...juz like tiz...aiii.....and reali dont zzzz well lately...damn tired...i just couldnt zzz well...i changed the position of my bed for few times,n try many ways to get me zzz better...but....still d same!!and i dream of many scary thgs...scared...frightened me...and makes me wake up early in d morning everyday.....how????sienzzz.....i went for a movie today,FIGHTING!!mm...a bit boring la...but still okok la...haha....then i9 bought some dvd go home n watch,n went to MCD!!yum...but then,appetie not very good lor today...tired....onli makan french fries....hehe....then went home n watch tv whole day...o0o0o0o...what a day....
but there's 1 thg i still dono how to do....bot HIM...he seems like so0o0o relax..but,im d one who's so0o0o nervous bot his decision...i reali dun wan him to go Kch...i want stay wif all the time...bt i understand that i cant TIE him up....how??but,he did oso asking me if wana go aus to plug fruits??i feel wana,try smthg new...but...the prob is,....my family...aiii....i reali get confused wif all tiz thgs....help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

24/07/09 Friday我不想他出!!

今天的心情不怎么好,好讨厌今天的自己!!为什么这么不放心,不体谅他!!真的好气噢!!话说回来,我也有点小气,可是我真的不舍得!!他想换工,我无所谓,可是一想到他必须去古晋我就很不开心!!我很不想他去!!可是为了更好的发张,没有办法!!只好让他咯,如果这是他的选择!!不过还是很不喜欢,怎么办??我的心好乱哦!!!

23/07/09 Thursday....weekends coming!!

today is Thursday....wish that weekend come fast fast!!wah....im so0o0o full now,just taken my dinner...hehe....i went to watch "Push" last night!!mm...not bad lah the show..okok...then...i get scolded again early in d morning....DAMN!!why U like to compare ur child with others??U feel happy wif that??My God~~~i reali dont like it!!PLease Stop It Mum!!!!out of mood to continue....

21/07/09 Tuesday..only??

today is Tuesday!!o0o0o~~~~~the time goes so0o0o slow eh!!wah...some1 sending bouquet of roses to my office,for a lady...was so0o0o romantic o0o!!its long for 4 days lor!!so0o0o envy yo!! hehe!!guess what...i told my bf bot it,then he say...so0o0o stupid la the guy who send the roses in...wasting $$~~but...my bf oso very stupid d...thats called romantic ma...girls loves it!! he is damn.....MU!!i went for Pizza for lunch today..damn yummy..and damn regret too0o0o!! quite expensive le...mm...then...wana watch PUSH to9,but the show time quite late o0o0o...mm...
feel wana go out..but duno whr to go....but wana buy smthg le...haha....well..goin!

20/7/09 Moodie Monday!!

Monday....blue blue Monday!!do u like MONDAY??okok lah~~haha....working day!!well,im having a pretty ok n not ok day,i guess??why?was so0o0o0o damn bz in d morning...n was enjoying my time in d afterno0on!!n having DONUTS!!Yumyum!!six pieces eh!!coolh~~ Ah Teck finally belanja me makan yea..haha!!n...im not happy early in d morning...coz of my mum!! she ah chi ah cho early in d morn...n make my mooooooood goes...even down!!my god!!i wish she could be nicer ....at least five times in a week...hehe!!then...i will be so0o0o happy,n my ears... dnt suffer lot!!haha.....guess what,there's a lady comin to my office,for interview!!n will be my partner...if APPROVED!!my god...she was quite Fussy!!n....duno la..kinda Dai Xiu Jie!!i will pengsan if she'd reali such person...SCARE!!!!haha...and feel so0o0o sleepy now...to be continue tomorrow!!

18/7/09 what a day!

today was my bad bad day...since it was the 1st time im writting blog....but....i juz finished writhing my blog,then wana publish it!!then....something happen....error......damn....and its all gone!!!!!my god!!n my mood goes damn low!!!!and will write again tmr,.....aiii.....what a day...