owwww....tuesday...was so0o0o tired...couldnt zzz well again...wake up early ,coz of my dream...i dream bot my bf....he dont want me anymore!!im so0o0o sad,i cry n cry n cry in my dream...i scold him,and tat WolF!!!!shit!!reali angry in my dream...seems so0o0o real!!and when i wake up,i quickly rin my bf and tell him bot it..but he act damn...cooollll...was so0o0o dissapointed la..i hope he can say smthg to cool m down such as...no such thg,dont worry...or i love u..dnt think to0o0o much!!but...nothing!!then,i cry,....but....ok in a short while then get up...n get ready to work...n guess what,i had lunch wif my fren...at mcd...n im quite envy bot her..she get a better n better job now...n the salary is ok...i like it...sometimes i feel quite jealous bot it la,reali...coz i feel that im so0o0o useless...n duno this,duno that,and it makes me damn...lousy!!cant get a beeter job ,smtimes,i think...how??i don wana be like tiz...i wana change my life,,,to a better life... no 1 will feel satisfied wif what we hav now...never,we will onli feel that,is not enough!!Right?
i goto keep tough...n be cool...to make sure that everythg's go rightz!!plz..i beg u God...do help me!!thanx.....
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